I know very well that I've been neglecting dA for quite sometime now, and I'm sorry for those who I'm worrying. I'm still alive on this earth, just to let you know ^^ and if I ever do happen to leave this earth, I'll be sure to have a friend inform dA. But right now, I'm alive and well and living a life in school.
When I first came on deviantART, my initial thoughts were to get away from the world and try to live through the internet. I was only a child then, the typical weeaboo preteen who didn't have anything other than manga and animie and didn't appreciate the things in life. I am still a child, a teenager really. Yes, tag me as the rest of the teenagers who flood this site to fill their void in life. I've only started to look at the world now wanting it, craving to see the world, to meet people, to learn.
I used to hate school, but now I love it, the environment, the people. My own world has changed and it was because one day I woke up to wonder, what have I missed? Why didn't I do things with my friends? Why didn't I get involved with other people? I was scared of the world, scared to be rejected and I was downright unappreciative of what I had. I regret that. I regret that I couldn't be a better friend to people. I regret that I spent nights on dA complaining about how much my life sucked. (I regret that I was a weeaboo *gets shot*) I don't want to regret anymore. I'm happy to have met some wonderful people on dA.
I'm sorry I haven't been speaking to anyone besides the frequent "you're welcome" for favs. I've been contemplating, thinking, and living my life. I'll try to get a little more frequent on dA now. Maybe to go a on +FAV spree, cause I have not given up on manga or animie yet
(Just cause I'm living life, doesn't mean that I don't have my own guilty pleasures) Maybe I'll start posting the drawings I've done (because I have gotten better through the months) however... I don't know if I can continue writing fanfictions... I'm sorry. I've lost that spark. I'm not going to write fanfictions anymore... I'm going to write my own stories, with my own characters! The reason some of the stories may seem OOC is because they were initially for other characters I created to fit. The only reason I made fanfictions (was for my own guilty pleasure *gets shot again*) but to get advertisement. I know, I'm accusable to be in that kind of person at first. But I did enjoy writing, I enjoyed the feedback I got sometimes. I'm really happy to have some people here on dA, all have wonderful aspects to them. There is the only thing I regret about the long silence, I didn't get to talk to all of you. I'll keep drawing, I'll keep trying to get better, I'll appreciate all that is around me, I'll try to stay in touch with you all :3 Thank you for reading, and if you read this jumble of my words and mind, thank you very much, I hope this clears some things up.
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